Manic Wednesday
Feb. 25th, 2009 04:02 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kyanitedI read a wonderful tale,
I went out for a walk,
I treated myself to strawberry cheesecake icecream with extra whipped cream,
I feel love.
I am happy.
I can walk through the city and smile without any particular reason.
Heh, the only thing I need is some DSL to connect with my friends. (And a plane ticket, but who doesn't? :P)
And a brief thought flutters through my mind how pathetic that is.
But who says that? Clearly, I don't feel pathetic.
What value, what meaning have standards by which I must be unhappy, pathetic, sad, discontent... when I'm not?
And what are those people to me, whose standards these are?
I think it's alright as long as we are free to choose. I'm not forcing my standards on them, why should they force theirs' on me? They're happy their way, I'm happy my way.
What I really think is pathetic and sad is to only be happy at the expense of someone else, to only feel good when someone else is feeling bad. Real victory doesn't require any losers.
I feel love. It's the most liberating feeling of all. Nothing born of anger, hate, jealousy - no destruction, vengance or violence comes close to what feeling love does for the peace of mind. And heart. ;)
I'm happy. I feel love. And I've been diagnosed with harmony addiction. I refuse treatment, I'm afraid of rehab.
I went out for a walk,
I treated myself to strawberry cheesecake icecream with extra whipped cream,
I feel love.
I am happy.
I can walk through the city and smile without any particular reason.
Heh, the only thing I need is some DSL to connect with my friends. (And a plane ticket, but who doesn't? :P)
And a brief thought flutters through my mind how pathetic that is.
But who says that? Clearly, I don't feel pathetic.
What value, what meaning have standards by which I must be unhappy, pathetic, sad, discontent... when I'm not?
And what are those people to me, whose standards these are?
I think it's alright as long as we are free to choose. I'm not forcing my standards on them, why should they force theirs' on me? They're happy their way, I'm happy my way.
What I really think is pathetic and sad is to only be happy at the expense of someone else, to only feel good when someone else is feeling bad. Real victory doesn't require any losers.
I feel love. It's the most liberating feeling of all. Nothing born of anger, hate, jealousy - no destruction, vengance or violence comes close to what feeling love does for the peace of mind. And heart. ;)
I'm happy. I feel love. And I've been diagnosed with harmony addiction. I refuse treatment, I'm afraid of rehab.